never grow up

Everyone keeps saying i'm too little to help or too young or just... too. Except by 'too' I can't help thinking they mean 'not enough.'  

Can't I help just a little? Somehow? 

hello, everyone back in st louis.  i made it to las vegas! people here are fun. :) 

see, raven? i can too make it through the airport by myself. the flight attendants were soooo nice about helping me.

anyway, it looks like things are serious. has anyone heard from jez or morgead... like, ever? hey, you two if you're around and not dead, it would be nice to know just so i don't have to go buy a black dress. not that i'd have a funeral to wear it to. but, you know, the principle is there. if i need a black dress, i should know. all right?

what about pearce? he didn't really just go off on his own did he? really, the way everyone is set on disappearing lately you'd think the end was near-- oh wait. i guess it is. but it would be nice if everyone was around for it, wouldn't it? us, i mean. not the other guys. ugh. they're not any fun now. they can disappear. 

btw, i found a book of ee cummings. it's so strange to think capitals are so important...